Monday, August 31, 2009

Baptism and the Lord’s Supper in The STORY

Actions make sense in relation to a story. Sports are that way. When you watch your kid play a sport, every movement is meaningful. Why? It isn't necessarily because kids' athletics are such high quality entertainment in and of themselves, it is because it is part of the story of their lives. You see them facing their fears, expressing themselves; all a continuation of their story, which you know so well.

The same is even true of professional sports. To really enjoy a game you almost need to know some of the back story of the teams, the players, the coaches and the decisions and expectations leading up to the match. Then the drama of every effort is so much more than just watching athleticism; it is watching people live life in an encapsulated environment.

Religious stuff is that way too. Sometimes the mechanics of religious acts are thought to be significant directly, but they shouldn't be. Their significance is relative to the story of which they are a part. The Passover is an obvious example. Eating the Passover meal is a way of remembering a past story and connecting one's current life, and even future, to that story. The same is true of Christian baptism and the Lord's supper.

The basic Story is God created and put man in charge of His creation. Creation lured man away from loyalty to the Creator and now things are out of order. Man is under creation instead of under God and over creation.

GOD/man/creation is seemingly replaced with God/CREATION/man

Humanity no longer relates to God directly, nor do we have healthy dominion over creation. Instead, creation stands between humanity and God. Now creation and man are fallen from their proper order and are deeply dysfunctional as a result. Everything is broken. Suffering, separation, sin, and death are all a result of a loyalty shift. Humanity became enslaved to the Satanic (adversarial) by being disloyal (untrusting) to God.

Experientially our slavery is self validating. We see a tragic world but we do not see God clearly. He is there, but we have allowed creation to stand in our way of Him. Now our created desires to worship our Creator don't make it past the creation. Humanity typically worships the creation instead of the Creator because that is what we experience.

The promise of God is that he would bring blessings to fallen humanity culminating in our liberation from captivity and restoration of the original order: CREATOR/humanity/creation. By faith (trust, loyalty), we accept his provision for our need. Abel trusted, as did Noah, as did Abram and so on. Our expressions of that trust are part of the story. Sacrifice shows the horror of our betrayal and its consequences, but that is not unique in human religion. Everyone seems to get the idea of portraying the horror of life as it now is via sacrifice. The difference is in loyalty. Sacrifice which God accepts is contrition, a heart that realizes the error is idolatry and that only the Creator can undo humanities sin which has led to enslavement to the creation (including the spiritual rebels who actively seduce humanity to direct idolatrous worship towards themselves).

What does this have to do with 'baptism'? Everything. Baptism is the act of declaring loyalty to the Creator and his redemption from rebellion. John the baptizer called people out East of the land to reject their acts of rebellion and declare their loyalty to God's rule.

Matthew 3:1-3 In those days John the Baptist came preaching in the wilderness of Judea, (2) "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand." (3) For this is he who was spoken of by the prophet Isaiah when he said, "The voice of one crying in the wilderness: 'Prepare the way of the Lord; make his paths straight.'"


The way of the LORD = the return to rightful acknowledgment of YHWH, the I AM, the uncreated Creator. The crookedness, the perversion of our ways of thinking and acting, have obscured the reality that the creation is not the Creator. Our sin is always idolatry; refusing the honor and glory due the Creator for anything else (an image, a person, and idea, a spirit, ourselves… anything created).

John warned that God's wrath is coming against rebellion and the evil and suffering it has brought. He called people to actively decide against rebellion and for loyalty to God. Baptism was a declaration against idolatry/sin/rebellion and a declaration for worship the trust and obedience.

Jesus arrived and there was tension. Should Jesus be baptized? If baptism was zoomed in and perceived in the short story, it would seem inappropriate.

Sinful rebellious guy believes John's message, is sorry, wants to be loyal to God, gets baptized. Then another, then another… then Jesus. ???

But, if the bigger picture is kept in mind: rejection of idolatrous thinking and behaving is displayed in person after person, then Jesus' actions make more sense. The common action is declaration of what one is against and what one is for. Jesus numbers himself with the transgressors in declaring the need to reject rebellion and affirm loyalty not because he was rebellious but because rebellion was the human problem. Jesus fulfilled all righteousness by fully identifying with the cause: rejection of rebellion for fidelity to God.

When Jesus did get baptized, there was a temporary unveiling of the True reality = God/humanity/creation in the right order.

Matthew 3:16-17 And when Jesus was baptized, immediately he went up from the water, and behold, the heavens were opened to him, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and coming to rest on him; (17) and behold, a voice from heaven said, "This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased."


Then Jesus was put to the test like the first Adam had been. The difference? Adam and Eve gave into temptation, seeing that what was offered to eat was good, that they would not surely die and that they could become like God. Jesus rejected the food that was offered, did not test God to see if he would die and refused the enticement to worship the creation (e.g. Satan) in exchange for godlike privilege and pleasure.

Having endured the temptation, Jesus preached the same message John had preached:

Matthew 4:17 From that time Jesus began to preach, saying, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand."


The gospel of Matthew then reveals Jesus confronting distorted ways of talking about and serving God that ultimately are still part of idolatrous control outside of God. He is faithful unto death and in doing so reverses the curse of humanity. He shows his resurrected life to his disciples showing them that sin, Satan and death have been defeated in Christ. He then tells them to make apprentices of this way of thinking and living, by immersing them in The NAME, the Triune Creator, and teaching them how to live with a Creator/humanity/creation pattern of life, like Jesus did. He reassures them that He is with them through it all.

When we preach the gospel, we are calling people away from the deceptive idolatry of turning to the creation for our hope and instead trusting the Creator for our hope. We only enjoy the creation by means of and for our Creator, we are not to indulge in what creation offers without reference to the Creator. We are to be loyal, grateful and trusting. We die to our old way (working the system to get what we want) and are raised to walk in a new life, the life of God/humanity/creation.

The epistles show doctrinal explanation of how we were enslaved but now have been freed and raised to our proper position, without condemnation, so we can serve the purposes of God like we were created to do. Subsequently we are to actively put off our old self, the idolatrous, rebellious, sensual self, and put on the proper way of living wisely from the Creator in all things.

Simply put: Baptism is the rejection of rebellious idolatry and the acceptance of God as our rescuing Lord.

So what is the Lord 's Supper? It is the remembrance of how God brought us from slavery to rebellious creation to the freedom of our proper place as his royal representatives over creation.

How does that work out practically?

One hears the proclamation that they are living in an enslaving rebellious creation and they must renounce that rebellion and receive forgiveness and acceptance into the True order. The Story of God and humanity, focusing on Jesus and the rescuer, brings them to a decision. Will the break loyalty to their old ways and have loyalty from the heart, mind, soul and strength to the new way? If so, they get in water, confess their own rebellion and their rejection of that rebellion, their trust in Jesus as the loyal one who paid the price for their rebellion and their faith in his victory. They then show that by going under the water and back up from the water. They are visibly showing a new life that is loyal to Christ as Lord.

But what happens when old ways of thinking and acting sneak in? We have to choose. IF we confess that the Christ way is right: Creator/humanity/creation and we were wrong to be unfaithful, we are forgiven and accepted:

1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.


If we avoid dealing with our sin, there is a problem that must be faced. Those who are around us seeking to be loyal to God over creation try to help us. Starting as privately as possible, but adding clarity with more people as necessary, the choice to be loyal or rebellious is made more and more clear.

Matthew 18:15-16
"If your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault, between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother.
(16)
But if he does not listen, take one or two others along with you, that every charge may be established by the evidence of two or three witnesses.


The goal is always restoration to the side of loyalty, by means of forgiveness when rebellion is confessed and renounced. However, if someone insists on rebellion, treat them like a rebel:

Matthew 18:17-20
If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church. And if he refuses to listen even to the church, let him be to you as a Gentile and a tax collector.
(18)
Truly, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
(19)
Again I say to you, if two of you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven.
(20)
For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them."


When those who have been immersed in The NAME unify around loyalty to God as King, the distinction of loyalty and rebellion is made clear. Paul has to deal with this very situation with the church in Corinth. A man claimed to be part of the church, the loyal to God, but he was rebelling against God's ways in a perverted sexual relationship. The church was told to practice what Jesus had taught. They were to call the guy to be clear as to whether his behavior was a failure to live up to his beliefs (confession and repentance) or if in fact the guy was committed to his rebellion (insisted on justifying or persisting in rebellious pursuit of his own desires).

1 Corinthians 5:4-8 When you are assembled in the name of the Lord Jesus and my spirit is present, with the power of our Lord Jesus, (5) you are to deliver this man to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, so that his spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord. (6) Your boasting is not good. Do you not know that a little leaven leavens the whole lump? (7) Cleanse out the old leaven that you may be a new lump, as you really are unleavened. For Christ, our Passover lamb, has been sacrificed. (8) Let us therefore celebrate the festival, not with the old leaven, the leaven of malice and evil, but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.


The church is supposed to be a place of loyalty to God. The issue is not perfection, it is direction. When one fails are they willing to renounce it and seek what is healthy and right? If so, they partake in the celebration of the rescue done by Christ. If they are still trying to get the pleasure found in the old system, rebellion of getting desires met in creation without God, they should be treated accordingly: handed over to their own declaration of loyalty. The goal is to have defiance acknowledged and dealt with.

1 Corinthians 5:9-13 I wrote to you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people-- (10) not at all meaning the sexually immoral of this world, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters, since then you would need to go out of the world. (11) But now I am writing to you not to associate with anyone who bears the name of brother if he is guilty of sexual immorality or greed, or is an idolater, reviler, drunkard, or swindler--not even to eat with such a one. (12) For what have I to do with judging outsiders? Is it not those inside the church whom you are to judge? (13) God judges those outside. "Purge the evil person from among you."


The problem is not a fear of 'naughtiness'. It is fine to associate with all sorts of sinful people; in fact it is our vocation! The issue is one of not ignoring someone's declaration of disloyalty to God.

Likewise, this does not mean investigation into people. The parable of the wheat and the tares should help us with that:

Matthew 13:24-30 He put another parable before them, saying, "The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field,
(25)
but while his men were sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat and went away.
(26)
So when the plants came up and bore grain, then the weeds appeared also.
(27)
And the servants of the master of the house came and said to him, 'Master, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have weeds?'
(28)
He said to them, 'An enemy has done this.' So the servants said to him, 'Then do you want us to go and gather them?'
(29)
But he said, 'No, lest in gathering the weeds you root up the wheat along with them.
(30)
Let both grow together until the harvest, and at harvest time I will tell the reapers, Gather the weeds first and bind them in bundles to be burned, but gather the wheat into my barn.'"


The mixed nature of our effective loyalty to God makes it nearly impossible for us to sort out who is struggling versus who is committed to rebellion. The issue of church discipline is related to explicitly rebellious people. Blatant rebellion can't be ignored.

1 Corinthians 5:11-13 But now I am writing to you not to associate with anyone who bears the name of brother if he is guilty of sexual immorality or greed, or is an idolater, reviler, drunkard, or swindler--not even to eat with such a one. (12) For what have I to do with judging outsiders? Is it not those inside the church whom you are to judge? (13) God judges those outside. "Purge the evil person from among you."


The implication is that church fellowship, ultimately expressed in the Lord's Supper, is not to be made available to those who will not renounce their rebellion. What happens if the confrontation cause the person to become adamant they do not want to be rebellious? What then?

2 Corinthians 2:5-11 Now if anyone has caused pain, he has caused it not to me, but in some measure--not to put it too severely--to all of you. (6) For such a one, this punishment by the majority is enough, (7) so you should rather turn to forgive and comfort him, or he may be overwhelmed by excessive sorrow. (8) So I beg you to reaffirm your love for him. (9) For this is why I wrote, that I might test you and know whether you are obedient in everything. (10) Anyone whom you forgive, I also forgive. Indeed, what I have forgiven, if I have forgiven anything, has been for your sake in the presence of Christ, (11) so that we would not be outwitted by Satan; for we are not ignorant of his designs.


The battle is between those who celebrate God as sovereign over creation according to His own ways vs. those who defy the Creator for alternative ways live. Our will, the ability to choose one action over another, was given by God to spiritual beings, including humanity. The redemption of our will, from slavery, is the stunning good news. It should be amazing to us, it certainly is to spirits:

1 Peter 1:8-25 Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, (9) obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls. (10) Concerning this salvation, the prophets who prophesied about the grace that was to be yours searched and inquired carefully, (11) inquiring what person or time the Spirit of Christ in them was indicating when he predicted the sufferings of Christ and the subsequent glories. (12) It was revealed to them that they were serving not themselves but you, in the things that have now been announced to you through those who preached the good news to you by the Holy Spirit sent from heaven, things into which angels long to look. (13) Therefore, preparing your minds for action, and being sober-minded, set your hope fully on the grace that will be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ. (14) As obedient children, do not be conformed to the passions of your former ignorance, (15) but as he who called you is holy, you also be holy in all your conduct, (16) since it is written, "You shall be holy, for I am holy." (17) And if you call on him as Father who judges impartially according to each one's deeds, conduct yourselves with fear throughout the time of your exile, (18) knowing that you were ransomed from the futile ways inherited from your forefathers, not with perishable things such as silver or gold, (19) but with the precious blood of Christ, like that of a lamb without blemish or spot. (20) He was foreknown before the foundation of the world but was made manifest in the last times for the sake of you (21) who through him are believers in God, who raised him from the dead and gave him glory, so that your faith and hope are in God. (22) Having purified your souls by your obedience to the truth for a sincere brotherly love, love one another earnestly from a pure heart, (23) since you have been born again, not of perishable seed but of imperishable, through the living and abiding word of God; (24) for "All flesh is like grass and all its glory like the flower of grass. The grass withers, and the flower falls, (25) but the word of the Lord remains forever." And this word is the good news that was preached to you.


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

buying and selling treasures

Matthew 13

44 “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.

45 “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls,

46 who, on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it.

What do I have that is worth selling? What is worth buying?

Kingdom of heaven is the pearl. It is hidden. It can be found. Then it is ‘covered up’. In a real story it would be so that no one else gets it. The point being that the guy wants to make sure he does get it. What pops into my mind is Mt. 6:1

1 “Beware of practicing your righteousness before other people in order to be seen by them, for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven.

I imagine myself going through life, maybe even being like the merchant studying different philosophies of life, then I find IT. IT is so good that I hide it to make sure that I really get it.

I sell what I have (irresponsibility, arrogance, drama, pettiness, indulgence)… to whom? Not the point. The point is liquidation. They become dead to me. I no longer own them, nor do I need to tend to them. Now I have resources freed up: time, focus, energy, attention.

I go back to that hidden treasure and get it. With what currency? What I freed up by releasing. Time, focus, energy, attention. Will I spend what I have on the treasure of the Kingdom of heaven?

Wednesday – redemption.

Romans 5:18-19

Therefore, as one trespass led to condemnation for all men, so one act of righteousness leads to justification and life for all men. For as by the one man's disobedience the many were made sinners, so by the one man's obedience the many will be made righteous.

Wednesday – redemption.

Humanity chose to defy God.

Humanity lives in a God defying world.

A God defying world is encased in death.

God in Christ is God’s gracious response to humanity’s defiance.

Defiance is overcome with sacrificial obedience

Righteousness overcomes sin.

Life overcomes death.


Monday, August 24, 2009

by the sweat of my thorn scratched brow

Creation: God is good, humanity is good, and work is good (ruling over a good creation). Then came the fall. That is what I am noticing today, not just because it is Tuesday in my 5 day devotional reflections scheme. It really is fallen Tuesday.

Genesis 3: 17-19

He told the Man:

"Because you listened to your wife

and ate from the tree

That I commanded you not to eat from,

'Don't eat from this tree,'

The very ground is cursed because of you;

getting food from the ground

Will be as painful as having babies is for your wife;

you'll be working in pain all your life long.

The ground will sprout thorns and weeds,

you'll get your food the hard way,

Planting and tilling and harvesting,

sweating in the fields from dawn to dusk,

Until you return to that ground yourself,

dead and buried;

you started out as dirt, you'll end up dirt."

Hmm. Guess that explains a good bit about what is not good in this life. I keep feeling like work should be invigorating and fun and fulfilling, and at times it is. BUT. Man, there are some long stretches of stress and chaos, and if not thorns, at least paper cuts (or carpal tunnel syndrome).

What do we do with the Biblical teaching on a fallen world? We realize that 'positive mental attitude' is not enough. Work is hard because things don't work the way they should. People are unstable, systems are unstable, things are unstable.

Though we must work, and work hard, and work hard at being cheerful at working hard... it isn't going to work. Effort is necessary to have a productive life, but we need more than that. We need a systemic overhaul. The whole cosmos needs a deep and thorough correction. Wrong must be removed and right must be reestablished thoroughly and reliably. Creator, image bearers, creation (in that order).

Today, when I feel overwhelmed by things not going right, I am to remember the big picture reason: creation vs. Creator, the only wise choice is Creator. Our ancestors chose poorly, and too often I do as well.

More faith and obedience in my Creator is my wisest choice this fine and terrible Tuesday.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Take Dominion

Monday: focus on creation, the biblical explanation of why existence includes good.

Genesis 1:28 says humanity is to take dominion:

And subdue it: subdue translates a verb meaning ``to tread or trample on'' and is used in Josh 18.1 with the sense of the land being ``conquered, overcome, overpowered.'' See also Num 32.22, 29; 2 Sam 8.11; 1 Chr 22.18. tev translates ``bring it [the earth] under control''; spcl says ``Fill the earth and govern it.'' Subdue and have dominion over are parallel expressions with reference to the plants and animals that God has put on the earth. This is not a command to go to war, but for the first people and their offspring to ``take control, be in charge, have direction over.'' Have dominion over . . . is translated by frcl ``Be masters over . . . ,'' and by tev ``I am putting you in charge of . . . .'' In some languages subdue is expressed idiomatically as ``make everything in the world come underneath your hands,'' and have dominion as ``you will be boss . . . .'' UBS handbook on translation

Monday starts of a fresh week of dominion taking. This week I will be seeking to "conquer, overcome, overpower" expense reports and budgets and other admin things in my 'non-admin role'. Lord help me to enjoy the opportunity to step up and bring things into order and completion. It is good to have the ability to work and work to do.

Colossians and the Story

Colossians 1:15-29 is a good example of the Story: Creation Fall Redemption Transformation Completion are all there:

15 He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation.

16 For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities—all things were created through him and for him.

17 And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together.

18 And he is the head of the body, the church. He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in everything he might be preeminent.

19 For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell,

20 and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross.

21 And you, who once were alienated and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds,

22 he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and above reproach before him,

23 if indeed you continue in the faith, stable and steadfast, not shifting from the hope of the gospel that you heard, which has been proclaimed in all creation under heaven, and of which I, Paul, became a minister.

24 Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I am filling up what is lacking in Christ's afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church,

25 of which I became a minister according to the stewardship from God that was given to me for you, to make the word of God fully known,

26 the mystery hidden for ages and generations but now revealed to his saints.

27 To them God chose to make known how great among the Gentiles are the riches of the glory of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.

28 Him we proclaim, warning everyone and teaching everyone with all wisdom, that we may present everyone mature in Christ.

29 For this I toil, struggling with all his energy that he powerfully works within me.

So why do I exist (and the world in which I exist)? Through and for Christ. What has happened? Alienation then reconciliation, through death, the formation of a community of hope laboring in a painful world toward being telos.

My existence, and the world in which I exist, have a source. Today, as I start the week of 'to-do' lists and appointments and opportunities for success and failure... I frame my awareness with Christ.

The goodness of existence and opportunity is personal

incomplete completion

I'm trying to get a schedule reestablished after the big move. Not easy. One of the things that did not get completed was my devotion on completeness. ironic.

Practically speaking "for the joy set before him" is not easy. The idea of enduring incompleteness in a world mixed with good and bad, enduring a soul that is declared righteours but struggling to live that out, and confidence in the greatness and goodness of the unseen God can be overwhelming. Energy levels, personalities, distractions can all drain the vision which is meant to give strength.

What recourse? Romans 12:1,2 keeps showing up:
1Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God—this is your spirituala]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a] act of worship. 2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect (telos) will.
Resist physical and social distractions and be focused on God as revealed in Scripture with the hope which lies ahead.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Self justifying


People get defensive. We know we are vulnerable to some accusations, so we avoid those areas whenever possible. Then someone says something implying we are vulnerable in some other area. Almost out of a twisted transference of anxiety from our indefensible failure, temptation launches us into a vigorous defense of ourselves in the area of perceived accusation. It can really freak out people who get the defense without ever realizing they have accused.

Galatians 2:17-21 But if, in our endeavor to be justified in Christ, we too were found to be sinners, is Christ then a servant of sin? Certainly not! (18) For if I rebuild what I tore down, I prove myself to be a transgressor. (19) For through the law I died to the law, so that I might live to God. (20) I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. (21) I do not nullify the grace of God, for if righteousness were through the law, then Christ died for no purpose.

Why do we want to be justified? There is a sense of 'ought-ness' we all carry. Nature and nurture foster this. Yes, community gives us expectations, yet there is traction in those expectations partly because of the inner sense of who we should be. We should be righteous, but we aren't.

Righteous is better than wrongous, yeah? Of course. Righteous ultimately just means appropriately correct. We get all wound up about the word though. Same with "sinner". Missing the mark, as in an arrow failing to hit its target, just means: "no, that's not right." Sin vs. righteousness is the same dynamic but not in weapons management, rather in soul management. When I sin, I mishandle my soul (body, mind, will). Righteousness is properly handling the soul I have been created to be.

I was born flawed and I do not fly true. I am un-righteous arrow. The warning from Paul is twofold. 1. Don't use "Christian" terms to do the old trick of trying to draw the bull's-eye around where we strike. This happens when we adjust scripture, doctrine, missiology, gossip or whatever to make sure that what we just did was the right thing to do, regardless. 2. By the grace of God in Christ, work out your gifted salvation such that you become a more righteous, straight and reliable arrow.

I'll type it out for myself again.

  1. Less energy trying to look good by lawyering definitions.
  2. More energy in releasing who I have become so I can be transformed by Christ's wisdom and power

I need to treasure Christ, and his righteousness. Life can work. Jesus managed his soul quite well.

I need to not protect my unrighteousness. If it gets exposed, it will have a hard time surviving. So be it. Didn't like the unrighteousness anyway!

I need to crave actual righteousness. I want to add into my habits the habits of thinking and acting that Jesus employed so well. By his grace (and all that means) I want to enjoy the freedom of forgiveness so I can learn to live well.

Dark vs Light


It appeared that DARKNESS had overcome LIGHT.
Luke 23
It was now about the sixth hour, and there was darkness over the whole land until the ninth hour, while the sun's light failed. And the curtain of the temple was torn in two. Then Jesus, calling out with a loud voice, said, Father, into your hands I commit my spirit! And having said this he breathed his last. Now when the centurion saw what had taken place, he praised God, saying, Certainly this man was innocent! And all the crowds that had assembled for this spectacle, when they saw what had taken place, returned home beating their breasts.
It appeared that DARKNESS had overcome LIGHT. How devastating. Should those who saw hope die look for it elsewhere? Or resign to the miserable evidence that life is futile and suffering, evil and death are inevitably victorious?
Luke 24
But on the first day of the week, at early dawn, they went to the tomb, taking the spices they had prepared. And they found the stone rolled away from the tomb, but when they went in they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. While they were perplexed about this, behold, two men stood by them in dazzling apparel. And as they were frightened and bowed their faces to the ground, the men said to them, Why do you seek the living among the dead?
LIGHT overcame. Hope in Christ, the LIVING ONE was displayed.
Today? Darkness is real, but Light is greater. Identify and invest in LIGHT.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Johnny Cash and Tuesday mornings

In the 5 day story retelling, Tuesday corresponds to the fall. God made a good world, so what has happened? Johnny Cash knows. We couldn't resist, and now things hurt.

I remember listening to Johnny Cash as a kid, even at the expense of ridicule from my English neighbors' older kids: "Johnny Trash" they'd say. But I liked listening to the 8-track recordings lamenting guilt, alienation, absurdity. Folson Prison Blues, A Boy named Sue, One Piece at a Time, The Man in Black...

Well, you wonder why I always dress in black,
Why you never see bright colors on my back,
And why does my appearance seem to have a somber tone.
Well, there's a reason for the things that I have on.

I wear the black for the poor and the beaten down,
Livin' in the hopeless, hungry side of town,
I wear it for the prisoner who has long paid for his crime,
But is there because he's a victim of the times.

I wear the black for those who never read,
Or listened to the words that Jesus said,
About the road to happiness through love and charity,
Why, you'd think He's talking straight to you and me.

Well, we're doin' mighty fine, I do suppose,
In our streak of lightnin' cars and fancy clothes,
But just so we're reminded of the ones who are held back,
Up front there ought 'a be a Man In Black

Ecclesiastes 1:13-18 And I applied my heart to seek and to search out by wisdom all that is done under heaven. It is an unhappy business that God has given to the children of man to be busy with.
I have seen everything that is done under the sun, and behold, all is vanity and a striving after wind. What is crooked cannot be made straight, and what is lacking cannot be counted.
in much wisdom is much vexation,
and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

song by Tom Petty

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Existence is from and for God

1 Make a joyful noise to the LORD, all the earth!
2 Serve the LORD with gladness!
Come into his presence with singing!
3 Know that the LORD, he is God!
It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.
4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving,
and his courts with praise!
Give thanks to him; bless his name!
5 For the LORD is good;
his steadfast love endures forever,
and his faithfulness to all generations.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

The Good wedding

Watched an odd movie last night: Rachel Getting Married. A girl gets out of rehab just in time for her sister's wedding. The story is filmed increasingly real time. Little editing, just footage of people trying to be happy and celebrate while bumping into all kinds of unsolvable problems and weirdness. They all more or less manage, but there is no separating of good and bad, it is all swirled so tightly together that it even shows up in a scene of a dishwasher loading contest.

Is there hope for the genuine removal of all that is wrong, or do we just need to cope? The wedding party presented in the Apocalypse is one without embarrassing toasts, drunken missteps and so on. It is a thoroughly joyous occasion because the perennial question has been dramatically resolved: How can God be both Great and Good in a world like this?
The answer is shown to be that the world is not like this, it is passing from like this to like that. That, an evil-judged world and a goodness restored and flourishing world, is the world that fully reveals the Greatness and Goodness of God. The daunting task now is for those who have tasted that God is Great and Good to live with that confidence even while wading through a world like this, not yet like that.

Revelation 19

1-3 I heard a sound like massed choirs in Heaven singing, Hallelujah!
The salvation and glory and power are God's—
his judgments true, his judgments just.
He judged the great Whore
who corrupted the earth with her lust.
He avenged on her the blood of his servants.
Then, more singing:
Hallelujah!
The smoke from her burning billows up
to high Heaven forever and ever and ever.

4The Twenty-four Elders and the Four Animals fell to their knees and worshiped God on his Throne, praising,

Amen! Yes! Hallelujah!

5From the Throne came a shout, a command:

Praise our God, all you his servants,
All you who fear him, small and great!

6-8Then I heard the sound of massed choirs, the sound of a mighty cataract, the sound of strong thunder:

Hallelujah!
The Master reigns,
our God, the Sovereign-Strong!
Let us celebrate, let us rejoice,
let us give him the glory!
The Marriage of the Lamb has come;
his Wife has made herself ready.
She was given a bridal gown
of bright and shining linen.
The linen is the righteousness of the saints.

9The Angel said to me, "Write this: 'Blessed are those invited to the Wedding Supper of the Lamb.'" He added, "These are the true words of God!"

10I fell at his feet to worship him, but he wouldn't let me. "Don't do that," he said. "I'm a servant just like you, and like your brothers and sisters who hold to the witness of Jesus. The witness of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy."

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

waiting for 'hesed

Lamentations 3 and the courage to press on for good over bad in me.
But there's one other thing I remember, and remembering, I keep a grip on hope:

22-24God's loyal love couldn't have run out, his merciful love couldn't have dried up.
They're created new every morning.
How great your faithfulness!
I'm sticking with God (I say it over and over). He's all I've got left.

25-27God proves to be good to the man who passionately waits,
to the woman who diligently seeks.
It's a good thing to quietly hope,
quietly hope for help from God.
It's a good thing when you're young
to stick it out through the hard times.

28-30When life is heavy and hard to take,
go off by yourself. Enter the silence.
Bow in prayer. Don't ask questions:
Wait for hope to appear.
Don't run from trouble. Take it full-face.
The "worst" is never the worst.

31-33Why? Because the Master won't ever
walk out and fail to return.
If he works severely, he also works tenderly.
His stockpiles of loyal love are immense

Loyal love is what one is to wait for when personal doubt weighs heavy. Prayer, silence (not probing for answers), humility about the fact that there is much worse possible. God can be severe, particularly when he seems absent. But wait for a return. Be loyal to him as the source of loyal love. That is where hope lies.

OK, that is what Jeremiah seems to be saying (more or less) as his city sags under the crushing hardship of being besieged. How about just being someone in a world that is neither great nor terrible? Is the same true? Is waiting for God's loyal love, waiting in restrained, prayerful vigilance; is that the best advice? Wait until... what? A feeling of God's loyal love? ('hesed)

Seems to be.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

GOOD & evil



Lamentations 3:

22-24God's loyal love couldn't have run out,
his merciful love couldn't have dried up.
They're created new every morning.
How great your faithfulness!
I'm sticking with God (I say it over and over).
He's all I've got left.

25-27God proves to be good to the man who passionately waits,
to the woman who diligently seeks.
It's a good thing to quietly hope,
quietly hope for help from God.
It's a good thing when you're young
to stick it out through the hard times.

The reality of good and the reality of evil exist simultaneously, but not equally. The cynic is crushed by evil, wrong and hardship and has contempt for the claims of goodness. The delusional filters everything through wishful thinking and willfully optimistic distortion. The one who trusts in God, in ways that are affirmed in Scripture, know of evil and of good. They are alert to them both. They are optimistic, not because they avoid looking at suffering and hardship, rather, because they have seen the depth of goodness and bet on it.

The recurring rise of goodness out of conflict with wrong shows glimpse of God's deep goodness. Jeremiah laments the hardship of the siege of Jerusalem but framed with anguish is the central perspective: God's covenant mercy doesn't stop. It is the ultimate reality.

And now? What about in our time? The hints in the past where articulated emphatically in the crushing of the Messiah followed by his resurrection to life. Evil is real but good is greater. Now? We should look at life with a resolve: the pain and difficulties in and around us may be faced without capitulation to despair. Christ is victorious, center our lives in Christ and we can know the triumph of goodness, hinted at in our lives now, certain in the completion to come.

troubled tuesday - a good world gone wrong


Goodness can be such that we don't even bother to notice wrongness. At other times we notice things that aren't right, but there is such a confidence in goodness that the wrongness becomes a display for the power of good. But there are other times. Times when the spirit cannot muster goodness. Times when wrongness weighs heavy.

A healthy spirit conquers adversity, but what can you do when the spirit is crushed? Proverbs 18:14 (The Message)

When one is crushed in spirit, there is at times a need that proceeds marshaling the forces of good, and optimism, and radiant cheerfulness. There may be a need to just acknowledge the problem. Scripture does that.

Lamentations 3:19-21

I'll never forget the trouble, the utter lostness,
the taste of ashes, the poison I've swallowed.
I remember it all—oh, how well I remember—
the feeling of hitting the bottom.
But there's one other thing I remember,
and remembering, I keep a grip on hope:
There is a time for laughter, and a time for sorrow. There is a time to cheer up, and a time to just wait and notice: life can really hurt.

Traumatic Tuesdays - crushed

A healthy spirit conquers adversity, but what can you do when the spirit is crushed? Proverbs 18:14 (The Message)

The goodness of life competes with wrongness. At times we have enough goodness flowing through us to just overcome. At other

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Monday - back to basics. Good is, because God is


My phone got soaked. I was filling in at football training and there was a downpour. When the game ended, my phone was ended as well. I'm using a knock-off Nokia from China right now. I can tell it isn't quite right; the way the back doesn't snap in when I inserted my SIM was one hint. More obvious is the double images on the screen. It will work, but it isn't what it should be.

I feel that way. The series of shifts over the last stretch of time (I'm not sure when it started but I'm afraid it is not over) have been modifications on top of modifications such that it is difficult to feel very solid and assured. There are too many double images; too many pieces that don't 'click'.

So what should I do? Stop and find good. So I do. I look up and see a leaf and choose to notice the way it stretches out with veins delivering goodness to the tips of the plant and bringing goodness back. It is a system of goodness. How and why? I believe that lesser things came from greater, not greater from lesser. Life, order, goodness is a lesser display of the ultimate goodness. The personal Being who gives existence to all else. It is something I say and think so often that it could just roll of my fingertips, but that does not help me. I need help. I need the core of me to take in goodness from what is out beyond me and intentionally acknowledge it. I cannot borrow copies of things thought or spoken previously. I need to choose to observe and process today. I do, and it gives me rest in goodness.

Hebrews 4
1Therefore, since the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us be careful that none of you be found to have fallen short of it...
4For somewhere he has spoken about the seventh day in these words: "And on the seventh day God rested from all his work."...
9There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; 10for anyone who enters God's rest also rests from his own work, just as God did from his. 11Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will fall by following their example of disobedience.

God created and rested. Creation reminds me of him and his completion. I must not allow my heart to harden. I must use what I can to remember him and his promises. When I do, I can faithfully enter into the rest I need.

shalom